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In His Love ♥ Krishna Veni

God is definitely amazing!! I can't tell you the breakdown I had in school today because I couldn't finish a project of mine. I was so really depressed till I did something that I did only once last sem! I went into the toilet and started praying. I didn't cry actually, but I prayed. And I really thank God that Cheryl Lim, Year 3, senior from Crusade was actually willing to help me. Like WOW! She had to go and see the doctor by 10pm, and she stayed back with me till 9.30pm. So sweet of her right? She really was happy to help me, and I guess I'll find her till I'm done with my vb project. She really helped me till the layout is super nice and all. Like woah! And the impressive thing is that she learn all these on her own, no help from teacher! I admire her, she struggled a lot in year 1 and now, she has a GPA of 3.2. I really thank God for her.

God, I thank you for today! You are indeed amazing and I love you =D

In His Love ♥ Krishna Veni

I can't wait for HOLIDAY!!! Exams are around the corner! My interim results are out too. I got 2A, 3B and 1D. Programming!!! Argh! What happened to my programming?! Well I need to try my best and pull it to a B atleast so that my GPA would touch 2.9 atleast! Please please! I'm so afraid that so many things would go wrong.  And I'm really worried for my friends. Life is never fair mateys! Just have to work harder wherever you end up. Don't give up yeah!!

I miss those times. Hais

In His Love ♥ Krishna Veni

I remember that when I was at META camp, on the last night, when everyone was so happy and all, we received a news that just had the whole hall in silence. Rajan from SMU, had passed away in a terrible accident. And today I found a facebook fan site, In Memory of Rajan Rishyakaran. That night if I'm not wrong, I'm sure the whole atmosphere had changed. My eyes looked for the staff who was incharge of SMU and who had spent to much time with him. When I found her, I looked at her eyes. She looked like she had been crying for a long time. Rajan was a great person. Even if I hadn't known him personally, I do know more about his personality through his fan page. Indeed he had been a man of Christ. He was well loved by all, he had done so many things for God. One thing I don't understand is why God does this to our loved ones. If Rajan was alive, he could have done more great things for God just as he had directed the short video for Wide Angle Productions. I remember watching that video long ago when I first joined campus crusade. I didn't know he directed it till i saw him fan page. God has his reasons... But why?

Hais. I'm quite tired now even though I had a nap. Open House was crazy! I met Shree! A year 2 IT student. And we partnered up to take Bishan Park Secondary. Well things were pretty messed up I must admit! But after that, I and Shree went and slacked about. Haha. And I got a new top, something that I always always wanted so much =D

I have been having so many inspirational moments recently. I know I just have to push my laziness aside and do this for myself

In His Love ♥ Krishna Veni

Basically its a brand new Year... I can't say that I'm all excited and all, but I guess it is a whole new beginning. Beginning of new friendships, self-less ness and more intentionality to God. I know I haven't been updating last year, but I guess my laziness got the better of me. This week is going to be a terrible drag. I didn't have school today, E-Learning, and from Thur - Sat, its NYP's open house. I'm helping out on one of the days. So people look out for me yeah! I'm a tour guide. Haha! I just hope I don't guide people who ask tons of questions because I don't know much about my school. Sorry =P . On a brighter note, hehe, Christmas and New Year was a blast. I made new friends last year during the Meta camp and I got in touch with old friends. Being a CG Leader wasn't very easy. I guess on the first day, as Mylene mentioned, I was having spiritual warfare. Gosh it was horrible. Hais.

This year everything is going to be different I hope. I have set higher expectations for myself. Have forced myself to do way better than before. I need to do well. For myself, and for my family. I know I have been saying it forever, but I haven't been doing anything about it. And I hope that this year will be the year of action! Take action.

In His Love ♥ Krishna Veni